Does nobody understand that there's a huge difference between a son and a brother?
Well, there is and i wish people would fucking understand that. NO I DON'T have to if i don't want to and YES, yes i will be distant for awhile because it's a feeling all my own that I'm allowed to feel and have. It's my right as a human being to reject what i wish. Everyone does it all the time everyday. So why can't i ? Why can't i reject the situation without getting the shit end of the stick? I'm dealing with it so back the fuck off me. So what if i don't show that i don't care more than i do. You're that one that taught me to think my own thoughts, be my own person. Well, i am now and what do i get? I get to be ignored and looked down on. Thanks for that. I appreciate it. I really do. I'm sure it'll play out on it's own someday.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
It's been a good life, I'll be sad to see it gooo....
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Don't wake me i plan on sleeping in <3
Who do you think you are?Jumping in and out of my hectic lifeWhat makes you think you can come and go as you please?You're my heartbreak You're my breath of fresh airYou're my i wonders and what ifsToday i don't care There you go with your charming words and your staring that you know i hateThere you go with your hands and letting them wander Why do you have to hold me so tight like you're never going to see me again?You hold me so close to you like we should be one in this life, forever<3why?Oh, right. Cause i love it cause i may not see you again, you know it alreadyYou'll be on your way and i'll put my thoughts back into my overflowing i wonder jar, my what ifs box Perhaps, this time, i should lock them up & bury the keysGive them to the next person i seeMaybe they'll make an adventure out of finding what's hidingMake an adventure out of my never ending wonderingI need you so much closer <3
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