I set up mobile blogging ivan! Haha this should be easier right? Since im always on my phone according to you :)

Ugh

I got a speeding ticket today ggrrrr

-fin

IVAN

OoOoO K! so apparently im supposed to write all the time in this thing lol it's hard to keep up with all these networking pages! i have too many. I should delete them all then make them again and keep a file with all my passwords and usernames. That sounds like the best plan i've had in a long time.

SCHOOL STARTS IN JANUARY. I'm a bit stoked about that :) Finally getting my ass up and moving on ahead in my life. I feel proud.

I've got some new ideas stirrin up in my head these days. Just gotta find the things to make them. IVANS THE BEST OKTHANKSBYE! haha

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

AAHHHHH DREAM FUCKING COME TRUE OVA HEERRREEE
iiiii officially am going to see my fav band since effin age 10
for my freaking birthday in austin tx hheelll fucking yea bitches !!!!

INCUBUS


I ALMOST peed my pants i was so excited i think i almost
made my mom pass out haha she might be temporarily deaf.
sorry moms :D haha you gotta understand, this is true love.
ANYWAYS be excited with me this will be the best fucking
birthday of my life no joke and my second lover, next to brandon
orgasmic boyd ^_^, SHIA should come with haha THAT would
seal the deal. OoOoO Yeeaaa haha hope everyones having
an amazing day i know i did haha

-elaine

It's been a good life, I'll be sad to see it gooo....

Does nobody understand that there's a huge difference between a son and a brother?
Well, there is and i wish people would fucking understand that. NO I DON'T have to if i don't want to and YES, yes i will be distant for awhile because it's a feeling all my own that I'm allowed to feel and have. It's my right as a human being to reject what i wish. Everyone does it all the time everyday. So why can't i ? Why can't  i reject the situation without getting the shit end of the stick? I'm dealing with it so back the fuck off me. So what if i don't show that i don't care more than i do. You're that one that taught me to think my own thoughts, be my own person. Well, i am now and what do i get? I get to be ignored and looked down on. Thanks for that. I appreciate it. I really do. I'm sure it'll play out on it's own someday.

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NEW STUFF :)

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Don't wake me i plan on sleeping in <3

Who do you think you are?Jumping in and out of my hectic lifeWhat makes you think you can come and go as you please?You're my heartbreak You're my breath of fresh airYou're my i wonders and what ifsToday i don't care There you go with your charming words and your staring that you know i hateThere you go with your hands and letting them wander Why do you have to hold me so tight like you're never going to see me again?You hold me so close to you like we should be one in this life, forever<3why?Oh, right. Cause i love it cause i may not see you again, you know it alreadyYou'll be on your way and i'll put my thoughts back into my overflowing i wonder jar, my what ifs box Perhaps, this time, i should lock them up & bury the keysGive them to the next person i seeMaybe they'll make an adventure out of finding what's hidingMake an adventure out of my never ending wonderingI need you so much closer <3

Hey Green Eyes

Hey green eyes I'm glad you walked in today You made me giggle and blush I guess im out of practice He said, "Are you going back?"Nah, i'll Pass"That's to bad, I'd like to see a beautiful face everyday"Maybe i'll think about going back in the Fall You make it seem more appealing Oh, by the way, loved your shirt and shadesWe have the same shoes :) Could we be any cooler? Yeh, i thought so too haha Oh yea? You like my hair & my eyes??Thanks, these are my old eyes thoughThey used to be a lot brighter My number? No, it's too soon I'm gonna keep you on your toes Lets make this interestingI'll be here for now so you know how to find me

NEW STUFF :)

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Making new stuff :D

HHEELLOOO everyone :)
So i got some new stuff that i made !
like this silly little coin purse i handmade :)
It was my first time making something like this so believe me i'll get better ha :)












I also made a button bracelet :)


Last item FOR NOW are these cute little homemade charms :D

I'm over it

I definitely the guy in the relationship. I'm the one always messing things up and NEVER seem to learn from anything!?!!? Who does things like that?! I've made the same mistake 3 times and this 3rd time almost left me alone miserable and depressed. I'm done messing up. What the hell is wrong with me!? I have an amazing person who wants to spend the rest of his life with ME. THHEEE most fucked up girl on this planet. Probably not so. BUT CLOSE ENOUGH! I'm done. No more. Michael is my whole world and there is nobody else i want to be with. NOBODY! EVER! He's it for me for the rest of my life. I'm going to grow old with this man and sit with him on a rocking chair on our porch when were old and gray. No doubt about it. I love him to the death and he loves me enough to give me chance after chance after chance. There's no way I'm letting him go. I'm so over it. I've become the smartest girl over night ha ha. I've learned my lesson. Lord, help me show him with all my being that he is who i want and allow us to spend our lives together.

-Maturity-

Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence.
Maturity is patience, the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of long term gain.
Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite if heavy opposition and discouraging setbacks.
Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat without complaint or collapse.
Maturity is being big enough to say "I was wrong." And, when right need not experience the satisfaction of saying "I told you so!"
Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their whole lives exploring endless possibilities and then do nothing.
Maturity means dependability, keeping ones word and coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi! They are confused and conflicted. Their lives are a maze of broken promises , former friends, unfinished business and good intentions that never materialize.
Maturity is the art of living in peace with what we cannot change, the courage to change what should be changed and the wisdom to know the difference

EBAY, TREASURE CHEST, MONEY, THE HOMELESS

*So I'm officially addicted to eBay now? ugh. I'm so lame. I sold my first item for 18 bucks ha ha. It was a Nightmare Before Christmas record that I've had for years. I can't listen to it because i don't have a record player. It was fun though :). EH it's better than being addicted to my space. At least i can make money out of it ha ha.

*I think I'm going to buy a big treasure chest and start buying household appliances to save for when i get married. That way i can actually ask for things I'd LOVE to actually have and won't get 3 of the same thing. Who needs 3 toasters? I sure as heck don't. I don't even like toast.....that much. I've decided that i really want my wedding on the beach and that i want Clarissa to be my maid of honor. She's the girl that knows me best and loves me most. Appreciates me to the fullest and lets me be who i am. Who else better than her? No one else THAT'S WHO! :)

*Money's such a pain in the behind! Why can't our currency be of ....rocks...shells....sand? But then i guess if those things were our currency they'd clear out all the beaches huh? Why are we all so greedy? Why does money have to revolve around our survival? Makes me sick. Nothing less than sick.

*Just because you liked something before someone else doesn't mean that person copied you. Ewe, get over yourself. Like you're the finder of all things ? Spare me, please.

*What's with homeless people? Are they really homeless? ARE THEY? or are they choosing to not take responsibility to try to live their life? You tell me because, quite frankly, seems like a bunch a rebelling pains in the ass who never got off their high horse and now they're asking for change and living in and out of homeless shelters, boxes, tents, parks and wherever else they decided to land.

****nothing in this blog was said out of anger or hate ha ha :)

Treasure Hills Church

I am the official song ......executive...lady? lol Im the song lady sunday mornings for the new Treasure Hills Church in my home in harlingen tx. It's quite amazing the way you feel
when youre done listening to all these songs. Just making the slides and videos make me excited the entire week. Yea, it's a lot of work to make the slides and videos and what not ha. Lots of prepping but well worth it. I had been away from God for so long and to feel the warmth in your heart and how at ease your soul can be when you get back to that place where you feel and see God everywhere. It is absolutely amazing. I went running today with my mom and MAN it was a lot longer than the both of us thought it would be hahahaha. Yea, we were dead tired but my goodness was it a gorgeous evening for a run/walk. Breeze nice and fresh in your face. No sun out. Perfect. Just talk to God the whole way. Thanked him for the gorgeous night. Just another reminder of how amazing HE is to us all. He heard me also. I know he did because i was just about to die and give up. I looked up at the sky and this sudden breeze came rushing past my face. I just closed looked to the sky and closed my eyes with a big smile across my face and said UUGGHH THANK YOU GOD! i wouldve died haha. I kept pushing. Thank you, Lord. You're amazing.

Matthew 7:7 "Ask, and it shall be given to you"

Clarissa Joy

Dear Clarissa Joy,
This is your pal elaine speaking and i just wanted to
let you know how proud i am of you and your kind
acts. Please, continue to be spontaneous and uplifting.
It's brings a smile to my face that you're making
others peoples days. I love you.
E-laine