It's been a good life, I'll be sad to see it gooo....

Does nobody understand that there's a huge difference between a son and a brother?
Well, there is and i wish people would fucking understand that. NO I DON'T have to if i don't want to and YES, yes i will be distant for awhile because it's a feeling all my own that I'm allowed to feel and have. It's my right as a human being to reject what i wish. Everyone does it all the time everyday. So why can't i ? Why can't  i reject the situation without getting the shit end of the stick? I'm dealing with it so back the fuck off me. So what if i don't show that i don't care more than i do. You're that one that taught me to think my own thoughts, be my own person. Well, i am now and what do i get? I get to be ignored and looked down on. Thanks for that. I appreciate it. I really do. I'm sure it'll play out on it's own someday.

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NEW STUFF :)

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Don't wake me i plan on sleeping in <3

Who do you think you are?Jumping in and out of my hectic lifeWhat makes you think you can come and go as you please?You're my heartbreak You're my breath of fresh airYou're my i wonders and what ifsToday i don't care There you go with your charming words and your staring that you know i hateThere you go with your hands and letting them wander Why do you have to hold me so tight like you're never going to see me again?You hold me so close to you like we should be one in this life, forever<3why?Oh, right. Cause i love it cause i may not see you again, you know it alreadyYou'll be on your way and i'll put my thoughts back into my overflowing i wonder jar, my what ifs box Perhaps, this time, i should lock them up & bury the keysGive them to the next person i seeMaybe they'll make an adventure out of finding what's hidingMake an adventure out of my never ending wonderingI need you so much closer <3

Hey Green Eyes

Hey green eyes I'm glad you walked in today You made me giggle and blush I guess im out of practice He said, "Are you going back?"Nah, i'll Pass"That's to bad, I'd like to see a beautiful face everyday"Maybe i'll think about going back in the Fall You make it seem more appealing Oh, by the way, loved your shirt and shadesWe have the same shoes :) Could we be any cooler? Yeh, i thought so too haha Oh yea? You like my hair & my eyes??Thanks, these are my old eyes thoughThey used to be a lot brighter My number? No, it's too soon I'm gonna keep you on your toes Lets make this interestingI'll be here for now so you know how to find me

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Making new stuff :D

HHEELLOOO everyone :)
So i got some new stuff that i made !
like this silly little coin purse i handmade :)
It was my first time making something like this so believe me i'll get better ha :)












I also made a button bracelet :)


Last item FOR NOW are these cute little homemade charms :D

I'm over it

I definitely the guy in the relationship. I'm the one always messing things up and NEVER seem to learn from anything!?!!? Who does things like that?! I've made the same mistake 3 times and this 3rd time almost left me alone miserable and depressed. I'm done messing up. What the hell is wrong with me!? I have an amazing person who wants to spend the rest of his life with ME. THHEEE most fucked up girl on this planet. Probably not so. BUT CLOSE ENOUGH! I'm done. No more. Michael is my whole world and there is nobody else i want to be with. NOBODY! EVER! He's it for me for the rest of my life. I'm going to grow old with this man and sit with him on a rocking chair on our porch when were old and gray. No doubt about it. I love him to the death and he loves me enough to give me chance after chance after chance. There's no way I'm letting him go. I'm so over it. I've become the smartest girl over night ha ha. I've learned my lesson. Lord, help me show him with all my being that he is who i want and allow us to spend our lives together.